Friday, January 23, 2009
oh my...I met jie jie today, she has a new hairstyle....I'm feeling down again, cause they are like going out again tomorrow and I want to go, I know my mum would always let me go, but she sounds reluctant, and keeps telling me to tidy up my room when I don;t feel the need to a and of course I don't feel like doing so! Ahhhh, then I treat her like a little harsh, I don't know lah, I feel that she's like putting pressure on me, like you have yet to finish up your home work and all...its so minor yet I feel so much pressure, I'm like planning not to go now...and don;t know since when I got addicted on spending money. They are going kbox tomorrow and I';d love to go, but I think I'm not going after all, I know she loves me, but I feel so sad still...the tears alwasy feeling up and I'll start watching my drama...ah I don't know what to do I seriously don't...I like shouldn't be feeling so down anymore, but there's this thing that tells me perhaps I'm too tired...but I have another sound in me that says, that's just an excuse... I feel sorry for myself...I feel a little better now that my thoughts are out.
9:41 PM
Pinkiiee Wishiiee
- everything pink!!
- loads of nice nice sweet sweet pink pink blink blink...(diamontes..)
- a new bag
- nike babypink water bottle
- new set of coloured pens
- pink G-tec pen
- whole stack of DVD-+R/RW
- My tablet decorated
- a pink alarm clock with a nice alarm...
- pink lovely wallet perhaps
- 37 degrees accessories pouch...
- new pink slipcase!!
- pink small furriiee handphone pouch, must be hard and angular in some way...
- new camera (cybershot sony sesual pink preferably)
- nice spectable box, something like Rushi's
- new pink digital watch
- new manicure set (so bimbotic and vain...)
- lots of love!!
